With tons of unknown stress and pressure, I tried to attend Scientology sessions too, because I was trying to experiment even no one told it could change my life. But inside the centre after a long conversation, the counselor suggested my ups and downs based on a 200 question questionnaire. Because of the time constraint, I filled the first and last columns properly and used a pattern for the others. But the payment pressure, the environment and the way the sessions were conducted did not match my expectation of open dialogue and communication. It felt like another jail or pressure cooker where my existing stress and the new stress were boiling together. On the first day, nobody stopped me from taking my mobile inside. After my planned time, I used it to send a message. The counselor politely told me it was not allowed. But I was already under pressure and that small negative feeling triggered my emotions. I suddenly became angry and stopped talking to people. It showed on my face and ...
Many started but faded away quickly. Though it felt difficult, later found peace for that person left. So my awaiting continue.. And very accidentally or "fortunately" she simply matched with me. Yes the fire sparked! The long awaited my soul mate, truly found me and whispered, am there for you always.