..it's not easy, not at all simple.. but when hearing, seeing, witnessing the people who got or found or pulled in...all are enjoying being loved and to love. Here the longing for such a beautiful kind intimacy is still unfilled.. may be I am not that much social (no way), or not glamorous (?) or not in limelight. So sm, might help? No.. What options.. The story and longing continues.. but there can be someone who truly understands, care and love without judgement can find me...oneday..
Yes, she came accidentally .. may be the heart brought her..to the very center of our hearts, we just placed eachother..will see..